A great big sadness mixed with pain is in me today. Though the day is truly gorgeous. Am I truly wise but nuts or just plain nuts? I suspect if I was not a little bit wise I would not be happy. But today, I feel like I am so alone in my buddhism. And spirituality. I currently have one correspondant who shares my thrills and is so very kind, sweet and nice. And who finds my books also very good. I am thankful for this friend. So very thankful. Because it is hard being wise crazy, people.