I feel so angry today because Billy stopped eating anything! Why is his health so complicated? Sigh. Anyway, waiting is all there is to do. It worries me stupidely.

Nothing else to report. The day is rainy, the mood is angry and I meditate. And read Rinpoche's In Love with the world. I think I am going to have two poffs of pot, i am so tense and negative from zopiclone. We went to walk the dogs in the woods but hubby took the wrong turn, distracted as he was, and we  ended up in a bit of a short walk area. 

UPDATE

I had a very hot bath and washed my hair. I am still reading the wandering retreat book. I had two poffs of a joint. I am relaxing. I have a meeting with the bank. And we may go get nice coffees afterwards at Coffee+ Vanilla. But then again, we are short on cash so maybe not. Some other time perhaps.