It is a very good sound album and solid this Awakening or Awake album. I am a bit tired tonight, drained but all is going to be ok tonight. The yellow tulips bought for my mom in law are pretty and will open in the next few days. I am smoking my 29th cigarette in 14.5 hours. It is a poor average I know. But tonight has been very stressful. I will drink the coffee being made in my hot bubble bath. My heart mind is sad tonight for some very good reason i dont want to explain on here. The day started badly and it got pretty much very worst earlier tonight.

Sadness belongs in me tonight

The yellow tulips attempt to cheer me up

I smile at them and at the night sky

the setting sunset

The air is thick with regrets

and a sad movement in the heart

sways me from side to side

the rage is scary and tiring mostly

draining like a hole in a bucket

from which everything that makes sense

escapes

Sadness belongs in me tonight

and I hum it a song

to calm my fears of a cold night

where alone in my bed

I am so tired of his might