Unfortunately, not decaf. And it is late. How much longer must I be so foolish about other people? telling people with great families that they have no one. That they are their own master. I am scared also of impermanence suddenly today. How foolish it all is this thinking! I am so foolish and all i can do is meditate and ask in prayers for wisdom and compassion and awareness. It is too much crazy wisdom and not enough kindness to express it. Coffee is made.