This rage is going on all day. It is aweful. Coud he truly be such a fuck up? he has shat on everything we ever lived out west. He is so ungrateful. All along here, he has never been happy and serene. I always have trusted his family roots to come ture since day one: of that, I am sure. They are amazing people. All four of them. He cant be an utter failure at humanity and peace of mind, can he? His own, I mean? I would still bare him as my own child in the next life. I would come back for him of he was finally ready to learn about serenity.