No I was never Jeanne D'Arc but the flashes I had were fun to imagine. And the story was good. Thrilling even. 

In truth, I am a person of very small capacity. I do not have great discipline, which is an essential trait of those with great capacity. And I do not have great wisdom despite my fun pen name, to say that I am of great leanings. 

I am just a very ordinary lady with some dreams and some imagination but that is about it. If reincarnations exist, I can guarantee you that joan of Arc would not have lived my ordinary life. 

P.S. It does feel good also to write this. This is sanity. I have smoked heavily in the last two weeks. It is an escape into la la land, imagination. It would be nice to be sober again more like yesterday during the day and today. I also benefit when I am saner and not prone to fantasies.