I tried to go to bed before 7:30pm but I just chilled with the cat and billy. In the dark, relaxing deeply into meditative enjoyment. 

Now I am up. Hubby is watching Doctor Who from the 1960s. He really is sucha  sweetie , people. But he is super fearful deep down, despite yelling loudly how he hates fear in others. 

Can I tell you what a sweetie he can be?

Foot rubs every night for about 2 years

Driving me wherever I want to go

Learning to enjoy cooking together recently (so am I!)

...the list is long but I am tired.