As soon as the air will have freshened up in the living room, I will close the patio door. Billy is with me and I worry about his lungs with my smokes. I have smoked 25 cigarettes in 14.5 hours. I indulged many cigarettes tonight at 8:30-9pm. Otherwise, my average would be even lower per hour. 

A plane grumbles in the distant sky and I hear the cars on Austin. The weed tonight totally excited me. Sigh. My mental health was excellent today because precisely I had not smoked for a day. I have to remember how sensitive I am to pot for my well being mentally and sanity. I can feel it tonight: I am suddenly excited and a bit too bubbly. It makes me want to have fun too much I think!

I am also out of decaf so I am drinking a lot of coffee. It rarely affects my sleep to any noticeable degree. Unless I am stressed out by something.