Sitting by the fan while Billy came down to pass by and say hi then go back usptairs. The evening is casual and reggae is singing in the den. No dogs with me and hubby is upstairs. I feel way better and fuzzier because I received an email from my inlaw. I am so needy, I have to slow down says hubby. Hubby says Love drives me mad. He may have a point . Socially, it does. I always always overburden everyone else.  I have to be more mindful. And less egocentrical. Egotistical I think they say in english.