The sky is marvelously amazingly pretty right now. The light is yellow and warm after days of white cold light. I love the view from the sofa in the living room. The house, renovated, of what used to be my favourite neighbours house after the Family of French canadians. I have lived stupendous mind adventures out here. It would be shocking to leave Brian forever. That is not what i ever intend to do if I can help it. But he needs serious treatment.