Yes, it looks like we are hitting a wall, hubby and I. I am now scared of him. I really have to quit cigarettes too! Oh my, so many faults to change! But may God help me and white and Green tara and shakyamuni too with whatever is in store for me and Billy and everyone in here. It has been so pleasant here over the last 4 years, except in 2020 and 2021, where I thought it was, though, getting better. The house is so cute though in need of a lot of repairs. And Mundy is God sent. I wonder where hubby went, furious and mad with anger as he was. I dont understand why he is not calm by now. It worries me about the stories he plays in his head to still be so  angry for no reason. Except maybe shame.