This is my fear. But I must respect his decision to be self destructive with his health. He has allowed me much freedom to do whatever I ever wanted with my mental health. Even offered shelter when I was completely catatonic from stress. Instead of sending me randomly to hospital where it is not clear they could have helped me that much at the time. So to honor his respect for freedom of me, I must let him choose to never try changing anything and destroy himself. Not that I have a choice, to be honest.