I am truly young everyone when I speak with God. He or She really fooled me all my life about my dad. Wow! It is a grand day when my mom read this from me. Poor mom. Truly, pity was so necessary to understand her. Or anyone. Whether we make sense or not as kind is not the point it seems like. can you be kind when you are completeley crazy stuck in greed? You will appear crazy to others when the conetxt is such, mom. But that does not say much about your heart truly. being crazy is just too much suffering. But learning to speak the heart only is best learned by being crazy and tested in greed and hatred, everyone. There you really get a good heart work out. Because your heart is all you've got since you lost your mind. Thanks mother. You are way wiser than me  like all worthy moms are. Amen!