The chod is going, low volume not to wake up the neighbours on this sunday morning, 6am. Nothing new but I am dressed for the day already. I had a bath yesterday. The death of O'Connor is so sad. What a depression downward spiral she got herself into. I cant imagine the grief of losing your child to suicide at 17.  It must have been horrendous. And it looks like everyone she loved had abandoned her. She had, like Judy Garland, 4 marriages. She had four children. I shaved my head a few years later since I had always found her and mtl model eve, also shaven head, very beautiful women. Life can be too tough when you have no one at all like she apparentely did at the end of her life at 56. I understand this: i have no one either to help in Canada. Mental illness makes everyone run away from you. Too much trouble they all say. RIP Sinead. In one interview before her death, she says ' i am wandering alone in the bardo and I have lost my son'. I wonder if it was the truth of her afterlife she was saying...