Ouf, I have been taking half a sleeping pill, three nights in a row this week end. I went to bed early consequentely last night. By 9 or 10pm. Hubby seems in good spirits this morning. He is back on the loo for 2-3 hours again. It is past 8am. I am cutting back the pot this morning and smoking tobacco instead while drinking strong coffees.

All is well with my big sister again. Ouf, thank god she is not the resentful type, unlike me. Neither of my female best friends could handle my criticism of them, however crazy it was around 2017. Sister could. Se is way wiser than i give her credit for. At least, she has way more heart than I could ever know. God promises me that.