I feel a bit relieved of my anxiety and stress from cleaning the sink.  There are the two kitchen windows that need cleaning but I dont know how easy to clean at night it is....since you cannot see the stains and dirt. 

I am trying not to criticize hubby whatsoever these days. He is under a heck of a lot of stress. I got freaked out at my dad for saying ( hesaid) brian's bum problem was his fault...They always blame him for everything just because of his bad habits. It is freaking me out to hear this when we need desperately help with his bum ordeal every morning. I feel older yet fresher today. I had flashes of light from toronto, when I was doing a lot of the dog walks even when i did not feel like it (as I walked billy tonight in the sun). It made me feel like I have many many years ahead of me still. And for once, I did not complain.