The call for being a mother has not been heard in tis lifetime.

Except of animal sons and daughters.

I hated children so much being sick and all, it is impossible to forgive gael's jealousy at my happiness as a baby or a child.I just cannot: he has no clue how everything was worst in my life than his. he has no clue about how I am worthy of being adored by every tibetan mother and father. For this reason, he commits outrage which I know god forgives him but I am amazed He does.