I did absolutely nothing all day.

I literally just 'am' and pray and talk to God.

In fact, i dont pray today but I search my soul for my truth.

I notice my mind heart leaning and whether or not there is negative energy in that from me.

Today was full on negativity and I really wished I could have broken something.

But I am no longer sick now, so I refrain from breaking anything however therapeutic it is once in a while throughout this lifetime.

The birds are singing. Barking dog is heard. Dishes are being cleaned.

I have not eaten all day any meals but snacked on potatoe salad, walnuts, mangoes and bread. I still hate children deep dwon : this life was way too much traumas to ever want them in my house. I was appaled my sister got my niece and nephew to be close to this grandma so nasty to us all. I would have never accepted these ferland lavigne to meet our chidlren, brian and I. They are way too much degenerates for real.