We are safe and rather sound today in our abode. All is well and I am alone with the dog whiskey in the den and kitchen.My life would be horrible without BJG. Turly, it would be. Whereas I think he would be okay without me. I am so frightened at old age for me, alone , without BJG. It would be a fiasco I am pretty sure. First, how would I get to go get my injection since I dont drive and it is now super far? how would I ever go to the cheap grocery downtown to do grocery at a reasonable price? How would I ever get the dogs to the vet? I am terrified when I think of it. I have to plan for it and become again more autonomous and independent.