He is right: if my GP dumps me because I dont follow his instructions, I am deeply screwed. So I have no choice but meet with my GP every month for one injection and do the second one at home. I dont know why I see it as such a HUGE deal to go to his farway new clinic. I dont even have to take the bus to get there: hubby drives (there are no public transport to get there anyway). I have to be more rational about this new clinic thing. And I have to stop being petrified of police violence to the mentally ill. I was truly really burn here last time by them.