It was one hot day. I am so down. So very down at hubby's lack of respect for me. Why does he think it is okay to yell at me out of control like that for no reason? I would have left him a long long time ago. In fact, I tried a few times. The longest I left him is about 3 years. He was bad for my mental health and i had just been traumatized big time in a hospital for three months. I chose to be without him and on welfare after the hospital, to allow me time to heal before returning to him. He can be quite scary when he is mad with rage. It comes out as more than anger, it is rage in him when he is upset. I wish I was not so weak mentally for sanity.