I may very well be able to spend the evening drinking a corona on the patio at mom and dad's place, smoking cigarettes. And writing on the blog and etc. Like on a summer eveneing in their little , but rather big truly, oasis of a garden and statues filled plant spots. It will be so nice. I am truly not that keen to go too often into town. I want to save my money for billy's vet bills. It is our saved money I must take for my pocket money in montreal. We have only 700$ so far and I may have to take 350$ out. I dont want to. Hubby, being an dfeeling generous on the spot, wants me to splurge and go to montreal as often as I wish while I am there. But not if it means taken billy's vet money for my own fun. Thats my view anyway. My mom was a bit disappointed when I said I would go two days into town out of the four we have. So maybe they truly want me at home with them which is perfect for not spending money and yet have a good time. There is adjustements possible in any situation and limiting circumstance. I will miss my pack in BC for next week, that is for sure. I can go to the saint bruno mountain every day since it is next to my parents house, foot distance. I can go to my favourite cafe in 2001 when i was there and in 2003 for the summer I spent working at the hometown's gardening city works. Planting flowers and trimming and watering for the city. I write too much personal stuff tonight. i will erase it all soon.