Sigh. It was a tough night. feeling so crazy all night because I was too drunk. Hubby is in NZ , convinced I dont give him enough attention. I call al the time, bring him coffee every morning, cooked a ton for his health recovery after denture, take care of him, cook, clean...Kiss him and dedicated some of my writings to him. He is always on my mind. I felt so far from him tonight. All he did was whined.