From looking at all these entries, I see one thing: I am one proud cookie! Thinking i can judge everyone like god does. I dont fear my end of life because I have God but it may be way less fun than I think it could have been. My pride is HUGE truly, I had forgotten how Huge and proud I think I am...I have truly committed the sin of pride over and over again. This may explain why it might be my back that causes me my end of life, with total poop trip and handicapped. It is really not impressive how I have pretended to judge everyone according to God on this blog. This is my madness: I think I have the word of God just because I get stone. AND I insult everyone with it. pride, pride, pride....