It is so beautiful there. It is a shame I cannot cope with visiting and staying with them. Oh well. I got an inlaw email from my father inlaw who accepted my apologies for my downright negative and not nice because too weird emails of october, very abundant. He is ancient and truly needs his peace of mind so I had to apologize when I realized what i had done, seeing the emails a month later....

The day is going okay but hubby was ready to fight me twice today out of the blue. Once because I passed a comment on his driving and the other because I did not want to give him power of attorney. There is truly no need for that right now. The third angry outburst was when I told him to watch out for whiskey who was right behind a moving car at the library. 

But the day is now quiet and I am alone in the kitchen. I feel a bit better now that I am resting in silence though I will put on some music. Maybe Kristen Hersh. For a sunday throwback. I put Goldfrap, Felt Mountain, an album discovered through Matt, a common friend with hubby, in 2000 or 2001. That year I left BJG and was going to weekly shows, holding a full time job too, and living with others in different places, as I had moved out.It was a very weird year, very efficient in many ways depsite the mental burn out and breakdown that left me totally shy and introverted in Montreal after a month of healing in a sanctuary, a real one.