I think he may have felt the elated mood I had yesterday when I emailed him about everything and after a somber week. Mostly why am I so happy? Hubby's arm is improving now and we had a whole day of sunshine today!
I wonder sometimes why I thought I would be the first 15th female dalai lama. It is such a weird thing to come up with, esepcially given that I dont have ahuge huge ego by now. But lets face it, dalai lamas are nobodies that have spiritual calling too. Tonight I am contemplating whether this would make me happy to be a first female dalai lama 15th I know of...I think it would, very very fun, crazy and happy.
And maybe after I could be reborn in a longer life as a nobody nun until i die, blakc lady? i need a sad devotional heartbroken crow life after this lilou life though and before anything as fun as dalai lama, God permist it only of course that is the condition. Anyway, I have no say and this is just theory and refelctions of possible worlds.