I just puked. The smoking of cigarettes is excessive these days. It is total madness and out of control. It is mighty late: 2H30am. I have just put the lineage offering prayer by sherab ling monks followed by Mahakhala puja. I thought it was a bit early in the morning to put it on, but it is very low volume. There are cymbals and drums like in the chod in it.

God thank you for the puking: it is my least worst way of being sick ever I always thought!