I was always impressed by Jesus and he is superbly inspiring to me. I have not fasted on holy Friday for decades. This energy tonight feels totally different than my tibetan buddhist energy. In many ways, it is way less boring. Jesus was crucified. I thought it always showed only Men's folly. And hated humanity for it and understood most people were nuts down on earth. 

I only remember ave maria. Je vous salue marie pleine de grace, le seigneur est avec vous, Vous etes benie entre toutes les femmes et jesus le fruit de vos entrailles est beni. Sainte Marie mere de dieu, priez pour nous pauvres pecheurs , maintenant et alors de notre mort. amen.