God is watching very closely these days. I feel Her in the sunshine rays. In my vision of light and spring. TumTum is more than ready for her eutahanasia. She did not get her morphine this morning because I wasted one dose by mistake last night. Maybe we should book her in before 4pm. She seems in big pain, her ears were sideways and back for a while. Maybe at 1 or 2pm?

UPDATE

We are bringing TumTum to the vet at 11H30am. Tenzin Choegyal is singing for my Tummo to rise up in death. The sun is so lovely this morning God. Thank you for the kind sunrays on our souls and Tummo's especially. She looks in quite a bit of ache and pain. I am sorry I fucked up the morphine dose last night thinking it was empty. Having arrived at the time of birth, think of nothing but the awakened heart, boddhiccitta, love and compassion. and attain perfect enlightenment for the sake of all sentient beings, as limitless as space.