Such is how I see it today after his unreasonable rage for I am still not sure what cause....There is nothing if he looses his job. And it would be truly harsh and disgusting for our mental health. I want to die soon. Heart attack? Cancer? I have long known my lover would be epic temper tantrums. My mom wished me 'children like me, meaning as hard to raise' once but I heard amant instead of enfant....