I dont have anxiey at all.

I have sorrow instead. It is nicer to deal with for in depth talk with God.

I am strating to at last feel sorry for everyone in my family for once. Because we really had our worst lifetime together for everyone in this lifetime. But we all grew up and aged. Thank you to each of you in my many families throughout the ages. You are alive in me I am sure as God is our witness all our lives and She remembers us all.