I am close to her feeling tonight very much so with me. Just looking at her pictures brings me back this feeling. Can i get a new female ginger cat and still pray to Tummo's shrine and altar and offerings while she is with us? In fact, i would love to confide in tummo, in front of the shirne, the progress with the new female cat and the dogs and us. I am just realizing what they say in how auspicious the death of a  teacher turly is for his or her student. The energy mulitiplies I believe it is said.I see it with Tummo: i feel her now in this same constant energy when I look at her picture on the shrine or anywhere in the house. She remains and always will be my angel, simply. My first female, a female  cat, of my adult life. In a house of males. Except mkwaa.