yup turly, I am super selfish indeed.

When I think of others attempt at happiness, i dont despair unless they are ill or really messed up. This actually makes me feel good when people are able to be happy. I learn that others can and sometimes turly should come first. Some nun would even say, i am sure always. I am one messy woman deep down and totally socially dysfunctional online for regular contacts. But deep down my two worst traits that have been my pet peeves all my life when loking at myself; selfishness and vanity. Two very ugly faults.