I can't believe how maladjusted socially I have become to make a scene because machines mess up, like they often do, at the gas station. Poor staff who was super chill! The chod is calming me down and making me feel contrition and pleading to Buddha to give me resolve and mindfulness each time next time. I did not see my temper coming and just exploded. It was horrible. Not screaming or anything, but really impatient. And abrupt. Basically, super angry for no harm done.  Sigh. It is the second time in less than a week. Awful.

I really have to destress way down!

Our finacial problems are minimal so far compared to most canadians. We are blessed and lucky. May I be grateful and be simply kind to everyone, no matter the tech failures. Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung Amen!