This should purify my bad energy from the upset temper I demonstrated at the gas station. I should recite 108 om muni muni mahamuni svoha to merit the resolve to stop making scenes each time something goes wrong at the shops. 

Maybe after the chod has finished playing. here is another 2 hours still of it. A second cd.

I had not heard that chod ceremony for many many months. At least since February this year at the latest. Then, I lost the cd for a few months. 

UPDATE

I have misplaced my mala, or tibetan rosary with 108 beads. it will turn up again I know. it did too, last time it had fell behind the table.

I recited about 20 mantras of om muni muni mahamuni svoha. asking for forgiveness and feeling contrition.  may Buddha make me able to control this upsurge of angry worried energy when I am tense and something goes tech wrong in shops. it is not fair on anyone to be witness to my temper they have nothing to do with, just their silly tech.