Yes, i am aching for people long gone like my grandparents and the fear of impermamence of peace in my country because of the states and fascism on the rise every which way in the world.

I want to be a child again, on my grandpa's lap or sharing the couch with my Grandparents cat.

I want to cry truly tonight. I am so very scared and just want to be a child again, far away from 2024 elections. May Buddha guide us all in our mind against hatred and confusion. Again and again. Until no hatred or violence can ever come form ourselves, no matter the situation extremes encountred. Forever. In Buddha I take refuge and the dhamma and the sangha an ask for teachings. And protection from illness, poverty and war. Amen! Om muni muni mahamuni soha