The dryer is going. I woke up super late but went to bed past 4am.

Insomnia last night and mourning.

I turly hope if there is a God, (and i have reasons to believe all this energy we see in each other is also God so yes, SHE exists), I will die before hubby. There is no way I have a set up to accomodate a single aging lady life for me with mental health problems, while living completely alone in BC with my pets and without my man. Not to mention poor. May Buddha talk to God about this, please, tara.