I prefred it to old quebec french folk songs. I dont long for quebec anymore that much. I want to somehow expand my perspective, and not be nostalgic about quebec anymore. I was rather unhappy there except with brian.

So inuktituk songs it is right now, to commune in prayer with the mindstream of my good friend dan i knew since 1999.

The request was to show my homeheart to him. I put on songs in inuktituk. I dont want to ever suffer as I have suffred , quietly and without fuss, in quebec.

Truly, it is a mature way to suffer and I will suffer that way again of course. But I hope the despair will never ever set in my heart so deep as it did in this life for decades.