It comes so naturally,it is just a bit of effort throughout the day and voila: way more comfy with society and dogs and cats and everyone.

I am refraining from drinking tonight too. I am terrified of a stroke.

God is truly impressing me with free will to do right and stay sober from booze this week end and hopefully week. Tonight and this week end so far, anyway. BY meditating as soon as I step out the door to go get booze, my trajectory is diverted and I end up never making it to the liquor store. Tonight, I bought rolling papers instead at the gas station.

It is so much easier with God nowadays in my heart mind. I feel inspired to be without booze as long as I can this week. Its nice feeling. Thank you for being there Buddha and God. Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung hallelujah!