In the knowledge that I will feel better, I rest and drink my cappucinno homemade with sugar on top.

There is no music and I am slowly getting a bit less weak now that I have not smoked for a while.

Could God actualy be performing a miracle and be making me quit cigarettes super easily? That would be THE biggest miracle in my recent life. I believe it is possible. 

Laundry is going and the dryer was done.

I cant believe everything I said yesterday. I think it is simply this blog that drained me completely since the week end.

The energy required to write all these stories left me emptied.

Time to be back home, and be smokeless God willing it looks like.

The sheer amount of intensive drama reported in my stories yesterday leaves me drained.  have no idea where I gathered this energy to be able to write so very much details and many things. I absolutely dont doubt that there is a point to this blog.