this new batch makes me feel so very ill.

the bug might go away way quicker if i dont smoke that garbage.

my body cannot cope with it anymore.

for 18 years I never smoked.

as soon as i started smoking, i became quickly a heavy one to two packs a day smoker.

that is many many years of putting that filth in my body.

I think my body does not want cigarettes anymore.

wouldn't that be grand? to just simply quit, no fuss.

i myself dont understand today the energy that got into me yesterday on the blog. What revelations! It looked like my body collapsed from such talk today. No more smoke. I am too too ill.