argh, when will I feel good? Maybe it is simply time to quit all cigarettes.

that would be a tremendous achievement. that stuff IS poison, whether tainted or not. It may simply be time to achieve something nice for my health: quit smoking and drinking.

there is so much garbage in cigarettes. I swear way back some of them were poisoned, literally. I got really really ill with cigarettes a few times way back in BC. There is something so fishy in BC. There seems to be gansgters doing bad things.

Not just in the system but everywhere.

Before pot was legal, we smoked pot tainted once with , I swear to god, black ice. We were so very sick that night. Cigarettes give me at times the same impression. There is certainlyliterally no control on those things so why wouldn't they be tainted? I have seen so many evil men in the system and evil women that i must say I tend to think gangsters could very well poison our cigarettes.