I feel weak. And poisoned.

It is an overwhelming feeling of weakness and close to puking.

Hubby says I have not eaten much in the last 10 days and smoked heavily cigarettes so of course, yes, he says, i am poisoned by cigarettes. How dreadful this feeling is...so weak and I can barely think like I usually do. I have to really really quit all cigarettes and joints and booze. I feel so very sick. The revelations I have said recently were tremendously big. Right now I cannot think anything but 'I am a right.' It is so very gross how I feel. Will I lose consciousness? Have a heart attack? I felt okay when I woke up but I cannot move almost right now without wanting to puke. Hubby is making decaf.