I am alone at home with the pets, spying on the sounds nearby and enjoying calmly and sweetly the neighbours passing by and chit chatting together. I am by the open patio door. cars roars on the big avenue and the next one over street.

I have many flashes suddenly of random strangers met once who were super nice to me. I am super high tonight. But not stressed out anymore nor sad so deeply and a bit afraid.

I will bring the candle to me and light up in whiskey's memory and dedication. Done.

The evening is settling down: 19H30. BJG is probably at A & W, the only place open at this time.

May faith be restored in this arrogant man who is now very cynical about everything.