BJG is back and left when I told him I doubted his issue was depression and it may very well be personality dosoredr instead. I want to give up trying to help him he reacts so badly each time i try to make him more self conscious about his behaviour. I really want to die before any war in Canada. I have known starvation in this life for 6 months. I have been gangabanged and tortures with a knife by security guarads or cops, I dont know who they were. I have been called stupid and a slut by my husband for years because he is sick. Truly, I really really think God will show mercy on my end of life. Though I may have to suffer from cigarettes related disease.