Sigh Dont ask me why but no one ever supported me financially except hubby in this book venture. My family after much harassment and begging from me, finally encouraged me a bit throughout the years. None of my friends ever wanted to spend a penny on me except JF and Joanna.

I feel this is all kind of funny this stubborness of all, ALL of them, people who have known me and never spent a penny on my work. I see greed is very alive in my closed people. Or those who used to be closed to me. As I have explained in earlier years on the blog, do you want to be lucky or do you prefer being blessed? I have known NO generous people growing up. This was my unfair challenge would say misinformed sympathizers. I guarantee you something, everyone: when you are THAT abandonned by everyone you ever knew all along, you turn to God with all your might and heart and mind, to be saved from this horrible greedy world full of ordinary people not enlightened at all.