She is deeply honest to Buddha and others.

That is a favourite trait of her for me, says Jesus.

It is truly that she totally fails her peace of mind as a dalai lama because she is too vain with God and forgets him here and there in her calling. Let me suggest something, ama la and bikkhunis everywhere: maybe i was happier in this life in the end. dont ever give me tuk tuk rides that last for 5 hours, saluting and waving at strangers of the mob. Fucking hate that. But such is the responsibility of a leader of religion. Yes, I may have taken a huge dip in self esteem as anouk, but it was truly for the better for me.  Sorry I could not help as many people as anouk as I did as the 15th. I never was in the spotlight and encouraged to be famous by anyone. No supporty for my books much at all either. Eveything I did on my own. with virtually no help except the money to print and live a good easy life of a writer with free time and no job. I am very thankful I will enever be reborn dalai lama ever again. It sucks a little everyone for your peace of mind with god. The 14th is very special in that no one ever knew whether he enjoyes his tuk tuk rides or not. I HAD to get stone to be able to handle it daily it stressed me out so much. I am a good dalai lama, okay? Proof is I am still here , a century later almost in my mindstream, giving you news about tibet and love and kindness. Except now,i can talk abotu mental health, poverty and catholicism on top of it. And I speak French.