One thing is certain: I was born in tibet in a recent past life. Tibet is homey to me.

Please, do contemplate that I could be the 14th in a totally lesiurely life where my only purpose is to heal myself and find God again. i did not help much of anybody in this life. What a change from a life as a 14th or 15th!

I dont see myself at all in old 14th.  He appears way more disciplined by 1000 times than me and kinder when under stress.

But anyway, do contemplate that he may be reborn a total trashed nobody mystic simply. Who finally can perform miracles. The states of mind I have lived and seen in me here are beyond satisfaction. the visions were blissful all along though some terror but mindfulness took care of it in the middle of it. This life was totally for me first and foremost instead of helping others by the dozens. I could not help anyone for the longest time that much around me: i was too messy. But this life was mystical all along thanks to my pure imagination and eventual reunion with God.