First covid.

Also trump since 2016 around.

now everyone is striking in canada: canada post, BC liquor store, airplanes stewardess etc.

This is all signs of a huge war coming if we look back historically at WW.

I feel doomed and heavy today. I asked God what the worst could be. I figured running out of meds would be the worst.

I suffer SO VERY MUCH without these new meds in the last 20 years almost.

When I tried to decrease for two years, my body went in shut down. I was in transe often. My head and body were physcially in pain. I was always doing yoga like I could (breathing etc and heavy blankets to sweat) just to not freak out. If i ran completely out of meds instead of just decreasing, I would totally sufer and it would be unberable in every single way: mentally, psychically and physically. i would turn into a zombie.

I am overwhelemed by a sense of doom and gloom for me and my loved ones in canada. Mother is having an EXCEPTIONALLY good time in the last little while: almost every other day they have an outing with different friends and she takes three classes of stretching and yoga and one conference on I dont know what a week. No time to think, nor get bored. I have also been having exceptional free time and money recently. And relative good health most of the time. Is everyone's exceptional good time recently because their end in what is coming is super nasty?