First covid.

Also trump since 2016 around.

now everyone is striking in canada: canada post, BC liquor store, airplanes stewardess etc.

This is all signs of a huge war coming if we look back historically at WW.

I feel doomed and heavy today. I asked God what the worst could be. I figured running out of meds would be the worst.

I suffer SO VERY MUCH without these new meds in the last 20 years almost.

When I tried to decrease for two years, my body went in shut down. I was in transe often. My head and body were physcially in pain. I was always doing yoga like I could (breathing etc and heavy blankets to sweat) just to not freak out. If i ran completely out of meds instead of just decreasing, I would totally sufer and it would be unberable in every single way: mentally, psychically and physically. i would turn into a zombie.