With a pint of cider and many joints, cuddles with Charlotte who needs reassurance with outside dog walkers that trigger a tiny bark.

The rain is heavy and I have to walk her soon.

I was hoping I would never have to be handcuffed ever again since I never was and still i am not, a criminal. This meditation I did to avoid rape from gangsters nasty authorities was so fucking heavy physically. And it felt like it lasted a good hour of being beaten and handcuffed and left for unconscious though I drifted in and out of consciousness, handcuffed like a motherfucker, feet and hand with chains! Mad, he? i had not been violent and the call was a health call for an ambulance. It was a total lashing on the vulnerable for fun by thugs, a vulnerable who simply needed to get to hospital for medical help. How I would love love love to crush myself the balls of that bald cop so fucking big. I saw what it looks like once in emerge, to be a man with crushed balls....the dude was screaming on his chair and had been in a construction site accident where everything had been crushed on his groin.